From the recording high school drama
Lyrics
maybe you think that I dont know I was wrong
maybe you think that I know you dont love me
maybe you wait for me to decide to move on
maybe thats why I think you still love me
I wish I could burn the book of my life
to edit out all the mistakes I made
I wish I could apply for a brand new life with you
this would be my resume
we were living the dream and I fell asleep
at the wheel of the car you gave me
and I ran over you
and now I'm trying to save you
you were living in shit as thick as my love
and I didnt know until you woke me up
and now I'm so screwed
can you forgive me my conviction
and accept that I'm ashamed
can we unlive my life of fiction
youre not giving in to me by forgiving me
there's an exit sign on every door
but I'm still trying to make you believe
that I've never loved anybody before
and Hell is the window where I watch you leave
youre the desire of my life and I know that I've been known to lie
but I was born for you and now I'm dying to save you
I wish I had an X-ray of your heart so I knew just what to do
cuz I"m so scared to lose you
I try to swim through the mote you built
but I"m weighed down with all this guilt
and I cant get across to you
that I only really wanted you
I never knew what it was I wanted
so I took what I could get
until I wanted you
and until you wanted me too
so let's lock the door of this old house and never go back inside
let me show you that I'm trying to save you
I couldn't be any sorrier for me wont you let me crawl
the long road into you